Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Unsteady Ground

Our church is doing an area on Journey's which we're going through the book of John..
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This series couldn't have come at a better time. I'm going through a new season, I'm feeling my heart torn into multiple different ways.. and as much as I want to be with Jesus I see myself clinging to what is here, what I can physically grasp to. 
I am working towards letting go. 
I'm working on having nothing: Jesus+Nothing=Everything 
I am scared of moving, to be completely honest I'm scared of how A and I will turn out. I find myself praying for us daily, I find myself thrown into a state of depression which becomes scarily clear to those around me before myself. 
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I'm on unsteady ground. I am not sure where my future will lead, but I am sure that I'm starting to cling more to my Father than to anything else.. which in itself is scary. 
I am looking at getting that tattoo, I was thinking about how my pastors wife said "YOU ARE NOT A MISTAKE!" and that verse makes me feel like I'm not, I was not and HE LOVES ME! 
I have a torn life right now, and I'd appreciate prayers for it..